My apologies to A-R members

Originally posted by AqUaKnOt Thanks man.  Big nuts to do that publicly.   You're fine with me, considering I can be as big an a** as the next guy (and the guy after that)!

yeah we all can be that, i dont think there is a non ahole in this game. ive seen just about everyone and how we all can get sometimes. everyones **** does stink sometimes. but it sucks when stupid **** gets in the way of being friends with key members of this community. i want that back along with the respect from players who i hold high.

Originally posted by sickboogiemurder Originally posted by Do_Or_Die_420 Are you fo real or just blowin smoke up our a$$?  Cuz you're buddy comin in after you LMAO'n it up makes me wonder... LMAO! Oh man, you guys crack me up!

 

Thanks man.  Big nuts to do that publicly.

HHmm I don't know what to make of this but me and Envy has always been cool and the good games we had the other night was fun. I expect to have more very soon.

Originally posted by _EnVy_ that was all him, im sure it was a shock for him to read it is all. but yeah im serious, im truly sorry for all the **** i said. sure it was hard watching you guys build up that beastly roster, and i even lost a few players i had in mind starting up a new clan. that was a very hard pill to swallow, and it sure did piss me off watching players join up to be apart of the best. but hey we have all done that before and im guilty of that many times. i hate losing and for the most part i want to be on the winning sides, and build the best team i can. its great to have good team work and be apart of it. i just came here to try and build my friendship back up with players i lost all respect from. i want to be apart of that side of the community again. i would like to play in some of yalls scrims or practices, it would be great to have two aquas on suspense dont you think? i know im just as equal in terms of the heavy hitting vehicles. i just wanted to play in the best games i could find. and im sure your guys practices are about as good as they get. so no, this is all me being real. i just hope you guys see it...

 

Originally posted by _EnVy_ i knew you guys would laugh, but ive said a lot things to certain players that were my friends and i respect them. they shouldnt of been said or approached the way i did it. so laugh it up, but i had to get all of this off my chest and move on xDD

 

even ENVY has his humble moments BUT on past experiences they last for a short time. HOWEVER, when he does slip up he takes the time to acknowledge his mistakes. is this a short term apology? could be but in his mind each and every time it is genuine because he doesn't even have to mention the fact that he's sorry nor make it public. just wanted to point this out.

(and he thinks i hate him)
TWO_FASE- Professor X
ENVY- Magneto

i knew you guys would laugh, but ive said a lot things to certain players that were my friends and i respect them. they shouldnt of been said or approached the way i did it. so laugh it up, but i had to get all of this off my chest and move on xDD

guys i know you dont know much about me, but for the last 4 years ive been going through some tough times with my old x about my daughter. that has also caused me a great deal of stress during work and i nearly lost my business because of all of that. i was drinking a lot and was just a total a**hole in general. in the last 3 months ive climbed back on the high horse of life and got my daughter back in my life and have made my situation back in control. i know ive said a lot of things to you guys and just wanted to let you all know that i was totally wrong about the way i judged you and what ive said to and about some of the players in this clan. i know it was wrong, and i over reacted way to much over some silly ****. i dont know why i would just get so pissed i couldnt ever just ask or tell you guys in person about some of the things i didnt agree with.

i used this game to pretty much vent all of my anger and i know ive been an a**hole in doing so. i know i should of posted this in the main forums and to the public, but i wanted to start out here because i respect each and everyone of you guys skills and game play. i learn a lot by watching you guys work as a team. so i came here to try and close that gap and put a stop to all of the grudges with me and your clan. i dont expect to be forgiven i just felt i owed you guys a reason to why i was the great total ut3 a** of all time. sure noobs still piss me off, but hey im a competitive kind of guy and that is just normal. but i know i owed you guys this, i know i was wrong, and i just had to let you all know that im truly sorry about the **** ive said and thrown at you. but now that this game has gotten very small im trying to find groups of players that i can play with and learn from and just have a good time. trust me i dont want to join AR, but i would like to join you guys in some practices and just play around with some skill instead of being a noob wrecker in pubs.